Right now in this moment I am feeling sort of lonely but sort of ambivalent about it. Like...there is nothing I can do about it, and I am very happy about other things, sooooo...ya? Right? I am not feeling hopeless at all. I think that is when despair about loneliness sets in. But nope, that is most certainly not how I feel.

I will now go read, or clean, or do something productive.

Hasta :)