Let me let You

I don't want it to become a tactic, a game, a list of pros and cons
I just want it to come
I don't want it to be made by me, bought by me, thought of by me
I just want it to be for me

Is the God we believe in good?
Do some of us go unheard?
Are some of us left to wonder and strategize
while others aimlessly walk and win?

It has so little, so little, so little to do with me.

And I am so scared, so scared, so scared I will never be free.